I can’t believe it’s been a month since I’ve posted here. To say I have missed this space is an understatement. I think of post-worthy material all the time. Between adjusting to work, my husband being gone on a seven day road trip, the not-yet-two-year-old learning to climb out of his crib and the resulting later bedtimes and lack of naps. There’s been a lot to say and not a lot of time to say it.
Suddenly, it’s November again. I noticed a bunch of NaNoWriMo posts on Monday night. Folks I know gearing up for the big 50,000 word count challenge. As crazy as last year was (and as dusty as that manuscript has become in my closet), I was jealous. I wish I could take November and devote it to reworking last year’s attempt. Unfortunately, it’s just not in the cards. I just haven’t achieved that level of balance yet.
Then. The kicker. I started seeing friends and strangers posting 30 Days of Thanks posts. Wow. A little idea I had a few years ago that’s blossomed beyond my imagination. And it seemed to be all happening without me.
In all the hustle and bustle that has become my daily life and with the promise of another hectic holiday season upon us, I need to take a step back. I need to remind myself that there is so much in my life that I’m grateful for. And although I know that and see that every day, I do need to be present in it. I need to acknowledge it. I need to come to this space and write about it.
So forgive me for being absent. Forgive me if my daily posts this month aren’t daily. Forgive me if they are brief. Just know that I’m trying.
Let me begin this year’s 30 Days of Thanks by catching up (after all, it is the third already):
1 – I am thankful for Halloween candy. I shouldn’t be thankful for it based on my inability to squeeze in enough workouts lately, but when that toddler of mine decides to not nap and fill our afternoons with added cranky chaos, a Reese’s peanut butter cup (or two) certainly helps dull the frustration for a minute.
2 – I am thankful for piles of leaves. Watching my boys frolic under a tree in the park with half the neighborhood kids in a massive leaf throwing frenzy made me forget the deadlines and the dishes, if just for an hour.
3 – Today, I am thankful for this space. Thankful for a place where I can work out my frustrations, challenges, joys and pains with a community of readers who just may be struggling with a similar issue at that moment. Thank you for giving me this place and for honoring me with a few moments of your own busy days to read what I have put there. I am truly grateful.
Participating in this year’s 30 Days of Thanks? You don’t have to have a blog. Simply post a daily thank you on Facebook or Twitter.